Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Take me to a better place.

It's messed up how much the lack of sleep can trouble your mind. Everything turns out annoying. The noise, the sheer volume of everything around you, the frivoulty of most things, the constant bickering, the utter indifference of the world. And on expression of the aforementioned, a blame of being elitist, people telling you to get over it and stop blaming others, accusations of hypocrisy and many such things. 

I just want to drown into There there and let everything go. It's just not worth it. All the efforts, the constant bearing on the mind, the life of an engineering college, the charges of seeking attention, all such things make it not worth it whatever be the rewards. Is THIS the college life they speak of, or is the matter with me? If I could play the guitar today, I'd be strumming Radiohead tunes all night long. To hell with classes, to hell with assignments. To hell with the people.

9 comments:

Sherry Wasandi said...

There there...

Go out and get some fresh air.
And run.

Some Dave Mathews too, for added effect.

It's the engineer's curse.

JD said...

:) It's good to have SOME empathy.
A few really aggressive games of Table Tennis helped.

Dave Matthews makes everything better, doesn't it? My savior was Judas Priest, funnily :P

Tangled up in blue... said...

I've jumped across seven blogs in the last fifteen minutes, and no one, absolutely no one had a happy post up..incredible, no?

Colleges (blanket that term) suck right now..for everybody!

Tangled up in blue... said...

Oops, my empathies, too! :D

And for added measure,

*virtual hug* you sound like you really need one..

weevil girl said...

ditto.

:|

weevil girl said...

oh and guess who doesnt reply to blogcomments anymore.

JD said...

Apologies about not replying for this long, weevil girl. Thank you, you and TUIB. Stuff's a lot better now =)

Nice and New said...

Oops! Haven't heard any of these. Just hung on Something Relevant and Sridhar/Thayil for the time being.

JD said...

As it happens, I'm just heading out for a Something Relevant show!